I am small

Well, it’s been a while since I posted here. I’ve been dealing with a sick child. He had pneumonitis and an ear infection, so you can imagine the week I had. He is much, much better now and going 90 miles an hour again. I think I lost my sanity around Wednesday of last week, but maybe that has been a good thing.

So, I watched the series finale of Six Feet Under and found myself crying at the end. Watching people’s final moments can be really sad, even if they are just fictional. Part of what got me was the song they played during the final five minutes or so. So, I am buying the soundtrack today. The lyrics really hit me hard. I haven’t connected to a song in awhile. Anyway, I wanted to post the lyrics because they are so simple, yet can mean so many things.


Breathe Me - Sia

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me